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[angeloffriyay]

"You've reached Anael. Sadly, I'm not able to pick up the phone right now,
but please leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.
If you want to meet in person, please join me for 'Pray with Sister Jo'.
I'm looking forward to seeing you there." [BEEEEEP]

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[angeloffriyay]

He did what? How different can they have been?

That sounds painful. And ... like it didn't work.

Don't be sorry. I am. I don't ... understand what it is that you feel for him. I have never felt connected like that to anyone. I envy you ... how you can look at someone else and just want his happiness.

[ Maybe she longs for that as well, even if she doesn't know what it must feel like. But to give your whole being to someone else, to want to, ... she cannot imagine what that is like and yet wants to understand. ]

I understand that a lot happened between the two of you ... and still will happen. I wished I could help somehow. If this is a way for me to do that, to help just a little, then I want to.

People have told me before that I am a total bitch so. I honestly doubt he'd like me if he knew me. And we don't even have to get to know each other. That can be in the contract, right?

[nuntius]

It was mid-apocalypse and they both thought they were going to die. [ doesn't mean he liked it. ]

It didn't work. And that's all I want for him, even if it doesn't include me. I just want him to have some peace. He deserves that.

It can, if you like. But...it would be nice if you didn't actively dislike one another.

[angeloffriyay]

And that makes it better how? Where were you?

If that is what you want.

I am not planning on disliking him. I just have this thing that whenever I think of him I see him and his brother, standing in a church, asking me to help them fight God. I will get over it.

Admittedly, I want to understand what makes him special. [ not that she truly thinks she could ever understand but. maybe just a little. like a dad who wants to know if his daughter's prom date is worthy of her at all. ]

[nuntius]

I was...not being helpful.

[ The opposite, actually. ]

Sounds like quite an ask. But Dean is...different. We share a very profound bond, and I guess it's something to do with raising him from perdition.

[ He'd had to rebuild Dean's body piece by piece, down to the molecular level, refresh his organs and veins torn by sharp claws, reshape his skeletal structure that had been shattered by hellhounds. ]