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[angeloffriyay]

"You've reached Anael. Sadly, I'm not able to pick up the phone right now,
but please leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.
If you want to meet in person, please join me for 'Pray with Sister Jo'.
I'm looking forward to seeing you there." [BEEEEEP]

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[nuntius]

No. No one can replace me, I know that. I don’t care who he sleeps with, because he will always come home to me.

Let him be himself, and grieve in his own way.

[angeloffriyay]

I am so glad that you have that. I imagine it to be a very nice feeling to experience.

I am trying. I don't feel like I can understand him, nor does he want me to. He keeps playing up how disgusting he is and I don't feel like I can get closer at all.

I know it's not fair of me at all but I keep comparing him to you and ... it's somewhat frustrating. And when I pull away, which I have done last time he was here, he blames me and tells me that I can't possibly love him as my brother because I don't know him.

[nuntius]

It is.

I don't understand what you mean.

[angeloffriyay]

What is it that you don't understand, Castiel?

[nuntius]

Well, I guess I'm just curious as to why you'd compare us; we do have very different life experiences. If I'm being honest, we have equal potential to have been in the others position. He is me, after all.

[angeloffriyay]

I am aware of that. But isn't it natural to do so? If another version of me suddenly appeared here, wouldn't you do the same? At least to try and comprehend and understand them?

I don't feel like I am making progress in that regard.