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[angeloffriyay]

"You've reached Anael. Sadly, I'm not able to pick up the phone right now,
but please leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.
If you want to meet in person, please join me for 'Pray with Sister Jo'.
I'm looking forward to seeing you there." [BEEEEEP]

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[angeloffriyay]

Your personality and what's at your core remain, however. And now you are here.

They are a judgmental sort, so it's unsurprising, true. Had you put heaven first, then they might have. My own return wasn't as appreciated as I'd have hoped but that too is understandable. One doesn't simply waltz in there with the Morningstar in tow, I suppose.

Desperation sometimes drives one to extremes, I suppose. Both his and mine. He nearly killed me, too, but it was ... strange. He seemed almost sad.

[depressant]

Yeah. Now I'm here.

No, no you don't. Is that what you did? You brought him back upstairs? Was there, uh, a reason why?

Huh.

Well, I don't think he was sad when he broke Dean's neck.

[angeloffriyay]

You think I would have done that had there not been any reason?

No. I am sure he wasn't. But his experiences in your world and mine also must have been quite different. I don't know. I probably saw something I wanted since I wanted to matter somehow. [ Not to him in particular. Just to someone. Anyone. It's why she came running when Castiel called. ]

[depressant]

It's a rhetorical question, Anael. I know you must have had a reason.

Sorry, I guess just find it pretty difficult to give a shit about his feelings. But we can't really help who we get attached to. My life might've been pretty different if we could.

[angeloffriyay]

The reason was that heaven was in desperate need of angels and ... when I met Lucifer he was weak, without any access to his grace at all. He had just drained another angel nearby, but it wasn't enough. We struck a deal: my grace, given willingly with enough time in between for it to restore itself, in exchange for his help with the angel population. He made me believe that he was able to create regular angels, but of course, he had lied.

I wouldn't call myself attached. Stupid and mislead seems more like it.

[depressant]

Well, if there's anyone who could dupe another angel, it's Lucifer. There were plenty in the ranks that thought he was in the right, even if they didn't have the balls to follow him, though I suppose most are probably dead by now.

However you wanna put it.

[angeloffriyay]

I didn't think he was right. I didn't follow him. Though I am sure that Duma was sure I did. I just hoped desperately that he would save heaven. I hadn't even been there for years but that doesn't mean I want it gone.

They are completely different things, are they not? You think I was attached?

[depressant]

I didn't want it gone, either.

I don't know. Actually, Anael, I don't think I wanna talk about Lucifer anymore. What have you been up to here? In the city? I was gone for a whole month. Fill me in. What's been going on?

[angeloffriyay]

Maybe it's just something we all share. That feeling.

Me? Up to? Not much, to be frank. I came back here almost 4 months ago and basically went back to how I had been before. I have my job at Creature Comforts and I help out at the Clinic. The only thing of note to really happen is my contract.

I'm sorry to disappoint you but my life isn't very interesting.

[depressant]

I wasn't expecting entertainment. I'm just curious. Even when I was here before, I didn't get out much. I was trying to adjust, and then we all had those nightmares.

And after that, the rain started.

[ he's been too swamped, both literally and figuratively, to really stick his head out. ]

[angeloffriyay]

The rain was terrible. Makes me very grateful to no longer be living in the Down, at the very least.

But surely you have been talking to people. Using the network like this?

Are there any people you are interested in, Castiel?

[depressant]

McCoy let me stay with him, and then Cas set me up for a night, but I had to go back after that. My roommate fixed the apartment, though. I think he probably called someone in...

[ he had assumed the repair work was ben's doing, but now that he's thinking about it, he's not sure the guy would have the knowhow. ]

as a contract partner? McCoy's a good guy. If he still has an open slot by the time I need it, maybe that'll work out.

[angeloffriyay]

McCoy is a good person. I hope that it will work out if that is what you want.

You get along with your roommate, then? What's he like?

[depressant]

Ben? Yeah, Ben's great. We're a lot alike, actually. I never met my last roomie, so it's a step up.

[angeloffriyay]

Ben? I don't think I know him. How are you alike?

I have had two roommates I never really interacted with, so I understand that. It's preferable to having to interact with someone you do not get along with, I assume.

[depressant]

Similar interests. He also enjoys partaking in drugs and wild sex. I'm not really into the parties, but I don't think we're gonna be having any in the apartment, so no big deal.

[angeloffriyay]

Huh. Seems like you really got lucky this time with your roommate.

I am not going to advise you to go out more because I'd have to practice what I preach.

Have you tried to look for a job yet?

[depressant]

Yeah, I have. Honestly, I'd be fine with living off my camclone, but if I can find some of that tea, I imagine I'm gonna have pay for it. And the fact that I'm looking for it specifically in the first place mean's my hand's already played.

[ basically: they could charge anything they wanted, with that information. ]

[angeloffriyay]

Your ... camclone. As if this place doesn't have enough of you running around already.

What are your options? I think there have been a few businesses looking for help on the network lately.

[depressant]

With that in mind, there's technically four of us, isn't there? Do you think Cas' looks like me?

[ that would be funny, wouldn't it? it does seem like he's all the worst of castiel in one package. ]

Uh, there are a few different things. Which businesses did you see advertising on the network? I responded to an ad about Vandor when I was here before, but the person in charge never got back to me.

[angeloffriyay]

I honestly don't know if Castiel uses his camclone at all. I never check that part of the network.

I don't think so but then I know you. There is something different about both of you that I am sure I couldn't possibly mistake one of you for the other.

A good question. I honestly didn't pay too much attention since I am not looking for a job. Maybe you could go back and ask if any still have openings?

[depressant]

I don't think any of us really have a choice, or they wouldn't be such a problem for some people. Malcom went out of his way to get rid of his. But I say take the money and don't think about where it's coming from if it bothers you that much.

Yeah, I'm graceless.

I could, I guess. I don't really care what I end up doing.
No crowds, though.

[angeloffriyay]

Malcolm has done what?

That isn't it. It's just ... the way you move and act is different. At your core you aren't the same.

Preferably something you enjoy.
I don't particularly like crowds either.

[depressant]

He got rid of his camclone somehow. You'd have to ask him about it. I don't even know if it worked.

Whatever helps you sleep at night, Sis.

Well, I enjoy drugs, so Vandor would probably be a good pick.

[angeloffriyay]

I didn't know that was something a person could do.

I don't think this is about me.

Or the worst. Please take care of your body ... or at least let me heal you, once in a while.